I know this year will be tough. There is so much that will change. For the first time I see myself face to face with real problems. Problems that are not ideological or emotional but purely survivalistic. Includes getting out of home and fending for my own. There is not much that I can not do. At home I do most of the things that anyone running a house/family can be expected to. But it's not the same. Somehow. Not that I'm complaining. I'm just anxious. Life will never be the same again. Umm, that is all I have to say about that.